Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Well today this little piggy is weighing the same as she did a few months ago when I first started really doing something, then I fell off, put on some more weight, and now I am back at the starting weight from a few months ago. Friggen story of my life! And this morning while I was weighing in, I had wet hair, so that has to count for some grams surely!!??

This weekend we are off to the races, Sarah is staying with mum and A is coming with me. Its with a workmate and a former workmate nd a group of their friends. Last time we went was great, so I have high hopes for this weekend. I have a fasinator, and shoes picked out, going for a pedicure today so I can show off my toes, now to chose the dress, don't have many to chose from but I have a few days to chose!

I am determined to get up my water intake, so today I will be drinking more water than yesterday! Which was none!! :P

Monday, February 16, 2009

Well today is a new day!!

Yesterday afternoon I was joking to my workmates about how today could be made perfect by someone sending me chocolate in the mail, and then I went to check the mail and there was a parcel for me from England, from a friend called Emma. It was chocolate biscuits!!! So its true what they say about putting it out to the universe!! :P So I am putting out to the universe that I want to lose weight!
I have been having shakes for breakfast/morning tea which replaces my usual danish that I buy with my coffee. So already thats one up on myself.
We are leaving on a 7 day cruise on the 7th March, and I have been using that as an excuse to put off my diet. But now I realise, I am not just going to eat like a pig because the food is buffet style. EVERY meal will be buffet, its not like its a once off, so I am determined to go and eat normally and healthily but there will be intake of many cocktails, its a pacific cruise, how could there be no cocktails!!?? There is also a gym onboard which I'd love to spend some time in, I'd love to come back fromt he holiday refreshed and ready to jump into the exercise and losing weight.

Motivation is here, hopefully to stay!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

My very first blog

Well its time for me to be accountable to someone, and that someone will be you blog!

I am not so good at writing down things I want to say, I am practised in blerting them out instead. So bare with me.

I have decided that I really need to do something about my weight. I have put it off for too long and I am sick of people taking photos over and over because I demand that they delete them if they haven't hidden my lumps and bumps, or my double chin is showing.

I am going to get an exercise bike. I have decided to ride it for 30 minutes a day, and having the bike at home I will have NO excuses.

I am really angry with myself because I have been here and done this so many times before, we are going on a cruise in 3 weeks, and I was supposed to have lost 10kg. That was my goal and I have failed :(

I have tried everything, I have done Jenny Craig, Weight watchers, Slimfast, Tony Ferguson, and all of them have had about a 10kg loss but always manage to put it and then some back on.

So this is it. I was considering Lapband, but will try this first!

Today my intake has been as follows:
2 mini cupcakes - was cleaning out the fridge!
1 coffee
4 slices of rye bread
Small tin of light tuna
Garden Salad
another coffee

So bring it on the motivation is back!!!